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[16 Jul 2006|07:36pm]
new livejournal.

sticktoyrguns


i meant every word i ever said.

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[15 Jul 2006|01:03am]
my journal is being deleted.

get your shit talking done now kids.

if i didnt use it for shows, myspace would be next.

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dinner at the money table [14 Jul 2006|07:25pm]
InXMyYPlace: Nick,hands above deck sailor...I dont wanna be an uncle


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also go buy The Early November's Triple Album. its not what you'd expect. you wont know what hit you.
if you care the new Outbreak record is great too.
thanks guys.

tonight.
got a new book Killing Yourself To Live.
above mentioned cds.
iced white chocolate mocha.
read a tattoo magazine.
got ideas.
waiting til natalie gets off work to see Pirates Of The Carribean 2 again.
niced00d.

tomorrow.
beach with ryan forevs.
sunburns.
fried dough.
cold water.
ladies.
reading on the beach.
sandy toes.
batwings all around.

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my reality show according to Ryan.... [14 Jul 2006|04:37pm]
InXMyYPlace: "The life of Nicholas Crawford:A Memoir::
No Bright Suns: haha
No Bright Suns: lets hear it
InXMyYPlace: You wake up at 6 and drink vitamin water
InXMyYPlace: you do wierd ass car spraypaint stuff till 3
InXMyYPlace: you decide your running for president
InXMyYPlace: you realize you have 5 diferent relationships going on
No Bright Suns: ohshitz
InXMyYPlace: you dad needs your help with everything,shoveling dirt,drywall,ect
InXMyYPlace: you and Austin moelst eachother for awhile
InXMyYPlace: you go driving to pick up cds
InXMyYPlace: and
InXMyYPlace: as your taking a turn your car goes crazy
InXMyYPlace: lmao
InXMyYPlace: oh man
InXMyYPlace: i love when it does that
No Bright Suns: the end.
No Bright Suns: nicholas steven craword 1985 - 2006
No Bright Suns: and the audience is amazed and oddly inspired by the life i lead.
InXMyYPlace: LOL

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[13 Jul 2006|09:48pm]
Crash Romeo sucks.

the end.

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[13 Jul 2006|03:58pm]
you think you're so creative.
artfag.

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in fear and faith [12 Jul 2006|03:44pm]
and if i last through the winter i swear to you now i won't call.
congratulations, go home now.
will we last through the winter, will we make it to see.
i never wanted a parter and i never loved you.
now you are free to leave.
this heart is already frozen.
i can't remember the fall.

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[12 Jul 2006|03:15am]
your subtle little comments dont make me jealous.
so stop trying kthx.

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[11 Jul 2006|08:06pm]
from today on the glass is half full.

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[11 Jul 2006|01:03am]
i can be anything but myself.
i pass out apologies like fucking gifts.
i want one that i can accept with a smile and a nod.
where did you all go?

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[10 Jul 2006|11:41pm]
Without a broken heart you’ve got nothing to sing about.
With all those rehashed hooks you’ve got no chance of standing out.
You try too hard and hope the hook sticks, where’s your sense of inspiration?
I could’ve sworn I’ve heard this somewhere before.
You try so hard to run this fashion show, you’re so fucking cool.
I wish I’d never hear this at all.
You’re so fucking Hollywood.
I want to be that Hollywood too.
You’re so fucking beautiful, doesn’t everyone want to be as beautiful as you?
And once our voices were equipped with fast songs and ideas.
We now come armed to the teeth with hair gel and anthems for your ex girlfriend.
Well no one cares.
There’s a difference between genuine heartache and just having nothing to say.
And we’ll all sing along.
We’re all singing nothing at all.
Good luck in Hollywood.
Us ugly kids will stay right here.

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[10 Jul 2006|11:03pm]
glad to hear.

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i stole this for you [10 Jul 2006|06:36pm]
i feel passive today.
and i havent heard from you at all.
another early night tonight.
i liked today.


So I wanted goals.
I saw all I needed was:
-a home with a view of something beautiful
-a woman that I trusted
-the friends that I grew up with
But it was asking too much for us to pray things stay in exactly the same way.
And so we drift together saying "Every mirror shows the same ugly shell I've shared forever".
We drift together, yet apart and alone.
The only role for these lonely souls.
And you can see the by the lonely numbers on my bank receipts, the lonely space between these sheets, by the ravenous company I keep, comforts are few and far between.
But just this once I'll have you know, this is not a lonely soul.
This world has other sorrows than love.

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[09 Jul 2006|10:47pm]
i can honestly say i have the best girlfriend ever.

thank you.

goodnight.

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these are my friends i have their backs [08 Jul 2006|05:40pm]
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Bro's

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Stoner.

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FGT.

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[08 Jul 2006|03:16pm]
its awkward to pee when my cat is in the bathroom window sill.
sneaking glances and second chances.

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the sufferer & the witness [08 Jul 2006|01:01pm]
so today i picked up the new Rise Against record, 'The Sufferer & The Witness'. and it realized how underappreciated they are. and how no one realizes they are in fact a melodic hardcore band.
(see also: bands like Good Riddance, Strike Anywhere, Comeback Kid, With Honor, Crime In Stereo, etc.)
if 'Swing Life Away' (also their only acoustic song ever) had never been written they'd still have the respect they deserve in the hardcore scene.
this song is completely misunderstood also because it has nothing to do with a girl or a relationship. its actually about their friends and who supported them and has been there for them. omg you can put away your guyliner and girl pants now. thats what Hawthorne Heights is for.
if any of you knew, Tim (RA's vocalist) played guitar in another hardcore band called Arma Angelus, which also had pre-teen heartthrob Pete Wentz on vocals. i suggest you listen to them and lose respect for Pete. how can he play hardcore and not pop punk too!?!? :[[
bust out the guyliner and girlpants and listen to Fall Out Boy since they are oh so emo.

i remember when i was 16 my mom drove my friends and i to boston to see Rise Against and Poison the Well. after the show my mom met Tim, vocalist from Rise Against when we were talking to him and after she said he was so cute and nice. i wonder if either of them remember that.
bring those days back when it was on a personal level between bands and kids. i miss that.
its sad you guys never knew.

all this aside, Rise Against is still a great band.

thank you to my cousin Mark Hartnett for telling me to write music reviews.
this is the first of many.

ps; whatever happened to easycore?
Dear Set Your Goals,
please revive it.
and make sure ska never comes back.
let it die like old Saves The Day.

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these lights above us. [08 Jul 2006|10:21am]
remember when we used to smash glass bottles in your driveway and listen to Atreyu?
remember when we stole your dad's beers?
remember when we stole your parents car at 2 am?
remember wal mart and the aisle-long fart i did?
remember when we got drunk and i pissed in your face?
remember when we used to get high in the parking lot of the palladium before shows?
remember when i pushed you into a bush and broke your collarbone?
remember when we used to have a crush on the same girl and she ended up with me instead?
and you had sex with her best friend?
remember how hard we laughed?
remember when you stole our teacher's keys?
remember when you got in a fight at that show and i ran?
remember how bad i felt with 5 guys around you?
remember when my sister's friends loved you?
remember when i was heelflipping and in mid-air you pushed me into a mailbox?
remember when no one got in our way?
remember when no one brought us down?
remember when we were young and illegal?
remember when we were numb?
remember high school?
i guess we forgot.

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versechorusverse is so scene [06 Jul 2006|03:17pm]
[ mood | sweaty ]

there is fine line between liking music/art and appreciating it.
a majority of people need to learn that.

ps; You make The Smiths impossible to listen to anymore. i dont know if that is a good thing or a bad thing. its still undecided.

its love when she puts her tears in my eyes.
i dont want to taste them ever again, okay?

on a lighter note:
today i took out my plugs to itch them (they were sweaty also) and as i was doing so, my pinky slipped in my right ear. more than i bargained for (wishing to be the friction in your jeans)

going swimming with ryan today, hope the kids want to see the Batwing and/or Brain.
if not, get the fuck out.

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the fourth of july! [05 Jul 2006|06:39pm]
fun night. check it.

f1r3w0rk5 )

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